Hot in my head these days has been the rest of my life.
It is a strange place i am in. Single, jobless, careerless.
All of those things are not really true. I have a job. I am a server, a waitress, on a bad day i make more money than the teachers in my kids school. On a good day i make as much as any professional. In this slow season there are no good days, they are all slow days and i am only working a few shifts a week. Actually, one or two. Times are tight. But, i am okay with that.
Forefront in my thoughts has been the environmental footprint i am leaving on this earth. What i am teaching my children. How living with less, much less, has been the closest thing i have ever felt to spirituality. My children are my career and teaching them these small lessons is more rewarding and has a larger, positive, environmental footprint than most careers i could choose.
It sounds strange, but living off of 1/10th of what i used to has been very empowering for me. I love having one can of trash per month. I love feeding my family healthy, simple foods. My oldest daughter fixing our clothes on her sewing machine.P lanning our vegetable garden in a meaningful way. Planning to feed us for ten months with our harvest.
Investing $200 in high quality compost and 100 mile seeds. Purchasing local, organic, beef, chicken and pork. Really, we are living the ten mile diet - save for the dairy and grains - which are more like 100 miles. The oil is a stumper - olive oil, spices, rice - not local.
We have our home heated solely by the wood stove. Our food all local and organic. Even our clothes - all bought locally made from organic cotton, hemp and bamboo.
I want my environmental foot print to be a mere shadow. A hike in, hike out - take what you brought - kind of affair.
But, i am curious. Does this mean anything to anybody else? Or is it a westcoast hippie kind of thing?
Posted by Jess at 10:44 PM Permalink

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I wonder that too. I wonder if we live in a bubble where these types of goals are considered totally out of place and impossible for most Canadians, or even North Americans.
I understand that perhaps we West Coasters have it easy - that these products are so available to us - but if they could, would they?
Posted by Ada | February 26, 2008 11:47 PM