Before we go any further i need to tell you. I need to tell you that any blame or fault should be placed on me. The failure of the marriage was my fault. Is my fault. I saw it coming and didn't try to stop it.
My husband is an excellent man. He has his faults. We all do. We just lost each other in the crazy shuffle.
I appreciate, very much, all the kind words and support. I am not here for pity. I never have been and , honestly, i don't want it. I want a place where i can talk about my life. It has been a struggle to maintain this site as that. As family and friends have begun to find it i have felt inwardly and outwardly judged. Feeling the need to hide some things.
I'm not going to do that anymore.
I am going to ask you that if you are related to me by blood or marriage i would like you not to read anymore.
The kids are doing well. Well as can be expected. We are living in a condo on the lake. It is beautiful and peaceful and fun. All the things they need right now to process their feelings and emotions.
Parker, toby and eliza are reacting in a purely emotive way. Mood swings and neediness. We are taking everything moment by moment and small conversations.
Tristan is having a harder time. More sad. Real understanding. She is sleeping with me and we are having long conversations, pillow to pillow.
It will take time, but i will make everything okay.
Posted by Jess at 08:06 PM Permalink
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Love and best wishes to you and your beautiful kiddos.
Posted by mizmouthy | September 11, 2007 04:12 PM