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August 02, 2007

the great escape

i love my toby

Stop asking me. I will not do a linky love post about blogher.

I have social anxiety. I simply cannot stand the thought of leaving someone out or being left out.

You know i love you.

It is strange.

Strange again. Being home after such a crazy weekend.

I have been tired. Sleeping. Waking. Looking at the pile of business cards on my chair. Seeing my photo on flickr. I used to be photogenic. Before i became self-aware. Unsure. Now i see a camera and i am unsure. Unsure of everything. Me caught in time.

Life is holding promise. I am happy to feel happy.

I am unsure of my bend towards self-destruction. Where my life may lead me.


Posted by Jess at 09:48 PM Permalink

Comments (6)

linky love is unnecessary.
Life IS holding promise. I am happy you feel happy.

You are beautiful in the camera's eye.

Well, that didn't sound right - I meant, don't shy from the camera b/c from what I've seen it captures you beautifully.

Did I ask you for a linky love blogher post?
NO.
Did I do one?
NO.

We had fun.

Bali

Just stumbled on your blog. Those eyes in the picture - is that your son? Did you make those eyes? Beautiful.

I didn't bring my camera with me to BlogHer (mostly because I didn't want any karmic reason for my face to end up all over Flickr (inevitably with my mouth full), but you looked lovely in the couple of sessions in which I saw you.

I thought you were beautiful, smart and fun. No need to be self-aware; we love you just the way you are :)

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