We are sure interested in my wrinkles. Really, i'm not actually that wrinkled. I look 35. It's hard coming to terms with that. I feel the same as i did that day i fell in love with shane. I was 20. He was 18.
If i am going to be honest here i should tell you that as i type this i am listening to his latest song "you love me" and what could be more cool than that. If i am to be honest, which i will, because that is who i am; honest or nothing. That is what you get. We have not been getting along very well. We just are not connecting. Shane leaves early in the morning and comes home around 8:00 bedtime, there's not much in between. Plus, you know, cold sores and zits and menstruation.
"because i love you and you love me and, oh god, it will be easier someday because i love you and we've got so many things to lose it breaks my heart to think about those things and you love me and i love you and you love me"
How could i not love that.
Funny how this one little thing left as a late night gift on my computer can change everything.
I am off to vancouver for operation booby drop part 2,987,321. If all goes well i will be back on sunday with a booby-free parker. If all goes according to how my heart is feeling i will take parker with me.
You can still find shane on MySpace and GarageBand as "closer to four"
Posted by Jess at 11:48 PM Permalink
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Don't forget to document Operation Booby Drop with lots of photos. Of said Boobs.
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Posted by Chair | February 10, 2006 07:07 PM