Have you ever felt

Have you ever felt like you just had too much going on? Too much shit to deal with and you just want to crawl under the covers and hide. I would do that today, but i would be attacked by children thinking it was some kind of mommy in a tent game.

The kids school starts next tuesday and the school is not ready. Not ready in a way that means we don't have an occupancy permit on one of the buildings. And it all falls onto me. It's my problem. What the hell was i thinking (becoming president)?

I should have seen this coming. I have been riding a nice little emotional high lately. Lots of visitors. Lots of family. Lots of love. And now i'm spent. Grasping at straws for what may be left of my sanity and energy.

Before you ask - no he's not weaned. And yes he wakes up all the time. All the time. I think he's getting his 2 year molars. I think i am going to go crazy.

And now that summer's coming to an end, i'm sad. I don't want it to end. I don't want to face having to get the big two out the door early every morning. And making lunches for the fussiest fuss-asses in the world. And the endless driving.

And it's raining. And cold.

Blech.